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Tomorrow and tomorrow and tomorrow........remember that from Life's Brief Candle?It has nothing to do with this post of mine but I just wanna emphasize on tomorrow.You see tomorrow is the last day of February and March comes marching in so quickly before I even realise it.Not so much about my salary but it is my results that worry me.Come day and come night,each day passes by so quickly and the result day draws nearer and nearer.To be honest,I don't really care how many A's I get.Yes it is important to get good grades but what's been disturbing me is WHAT THE HELL AM I SUPPOSED TO DO AFTER I GET MY RESULTS???????????????

It's like Kimora who's on a diet but doesn't know what she should eat that kind of thing except it's trivial compared to my situation.

Kimora whining about what she should eat while she's on a diet

This is what's wrong with me.My indecisiveness,my uncertainty,they are killing me.I have not the slightest idea about what I wanna do in life.No purpose,no future,no prospect.What meaning do I have in life anymore?

Yes you can tell me Why don't you do something that you're interested in.

Right like I don't know my mum's a woman.One of the main reasons of me being so undecided is I really don't have anything that interests me.People have been asking me what do you wanna do what do you wanna do.I tell them ou I'm going to pursue a degree on pharmacy.

Is that what I want?Spending my whole life counting tablets and dispensing medications?I don't even know how this whole pharmacy thing came into my mind in the 1st place.

People keep saying everyone has their very own talent.It's just a matter of time before you discover it.I did believe in that but I'm already 20 years old now.What talent have I got?Zero,nil,nada......
Maybe you will discover it later in life says some people.Later?How much longer is it gonna take?Is 20 years old not late enough?This is the deciding moment of my life.If I don't choose my path now,when else?

Ahh,how I wish time is rewind-able.The times I had in school were truly blissful.Though there were many down and stressful moments,I cherished every bit of it because I had faithful and reliable friends around me.
Mistakes done were forgiven.Invaluable guidance from loving teachers.Crazy people who were always there to cheer you up.These are the things that we cannot get in the working life.Every single mistake you do will be penalised.People who seem nice may backstab you.Unreasonable boss who would accuse you of something you have not done and many many more.

I wish I never have to worry about all this crap but it's part and parcel of life.
If there really is a God who created this world,I would want to meet Him and ask Him why did he create this world.And if He really exists,I hope He'd enlighten me and tell me what to do.I'm already at the end of my wits.

Peace out.

The Last Ferry

It was another ordinary Saturday for Abura.Waking up into a new morning,got cleaned and dressed,had breakfast and off he went to work.He felt a little crappy at first thinking about his future,like what is he supposed to do with his education and what would he become in the years to come.However,the thoughts were short-lived as it was quite a busy day at work.Many samples were sent from various wards as well as those from the outpatients.He didn't even have the time to use the washroom,that's how busy it was.
Thankfully it was only half a day of work.As soon as the clock struck 1 oclock,he signed out of work and went on to fetch his brother at The Victoria's Secrets Fashion Show Victoria Street who was there after sending his bike to a transporting company for it to be sent down to KL as he is going back to KL soon.

Welcome to Victoria Street

They reached home at about 2.A packet of instant noodles was all Abura had for lunch.No wait,he ate some cookies from chinese new year too.Despite tired,he still went online but not for long as he was really fatigue and sleepy.He dived into his bed and dozed off as quickly as sound travels.It was already 5 when he woke up.He took a shower and later smsed Choya about the plans for the day.And finally they decided to have dinner at New World Park together with Apong,Kitty and UU.Upon reaching there,Abura,Apong and Kitty found out there was another girl with UU and Choya.She happened to be a good friend of theirs who is supposed to be going back to S'pore soon.So they brought her along for an outing before she leaves.And by the way,her name is YoLanda.

After looking around,the 6 friends dined at the Passions of Kerala.The foods were not bad and the price was reasonable.Having their stomachs filled,they wanted to go somewhere else to sit down and have a good chat but they were undecided about where to go.They just drove around without a destination to go to.Then brilliant Kitty suggested that they take a ride on the ferry to the mainland and then come back to the island again.Abura and Apong thought it was a great idea.So they told the girls about the plan.They disagreed.Instead,they suggested some place near QE2 where they can sit and talk.Everyone agreed and went ahead with the plan.As they arrived at the proposed destination,the jetty was just within sight.Therefore,Kitty tried suggesting the ferry ride again and everyone agreed at last.

They waited for the ferry to arrive and went on board.All of them were like kids,thrilled over the ride.When the ferry started moving,they started laughing and got all excited.Throughout the ride,they were all chatting and looking at the view and into the sea.The ride was fun.It took about 15 minutes to reach mainland.Kitty told everyone else to stay in the ferry because he thought they will only have to pay when they go back to the island.But there was this attendant guy who asked them to get off the ferry,in a rude manner.According to him they have to pay before going back to the island.He could at least tell them politely but he didn't.The 6 of them reckoned he had poor PR skills and then gossiped a little about him.And so they paid and then waited for another ferry to come.It was a longer wait compared to when they waited at the island.Finally they were back at the island at 12.30 am.That should be the last ferry ride from mainland to the island.Fortunately they did not go later n get themselves stuck in the mainland.After that,everyone went home.

Abura got changed and went online.He updated his blog and is about to go to sleep.It was a nice outing with friends that Abura needed.Peace.

Payday

Without me even realising it,it's already been a month working in LWEH and no I'm not washing people's c***i makpongplek.And today being the last day of the month,I received my paycheque.I wouldn't consider it my 1st since I've worked at some other place before but this is the 1st one that I earn from a proper job.So hurray(not so excited actually considering the meagre amount).Oma was the one who brought me and Thani to the finance department to get our cheques.Thanks Oma.

Note : Oma and Omak are 2 different persons.Oma is an attendant in the department I'm working at.
And Omak is the lady in Noc's blog.Hahaha


Then on our way back to the lab after claiming our cheques,I was approached by an auntie to ask something.Guess what, she called me DOCTOR!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I'm a doctor now....how's that???Hahahahahahaha.
Anyone wants to play doctor and nurse with Dr. Choong????? LMAO

Let me feel your heartbeat

Later that day,we were told that we had complaints about us not being serious enough in our work.Hello excuse me,I beg to differ.I don't think we're not being serious okay.Just because we joke around when we're free,doesn't mean we're slacking off from our duty.Mistakes are inevitable so don't use that against us.
Chan was also blamed for not teaching us everything yet.Everyone has their own way of doing things.The reason why he did not teach us everything in one shot was obviously because he did not want to confuse us with too many things.
We also found out that those who complained were some of whom I thought were nice people.Not anymore I guess.I gotta be cautious with these two-faces.Well more like fuckfaces.

Okay,then we just forgot about it and continue with our work.We started talking again when we were free.
Then there was this bitch(a clinic assistant)..........

Bitch : Hey,are you gonna print the blood group card for me?I've been waiting here you know.

Like wth,what's your mouth for.If you want something just ask.Don't just stand there like a call girl waiting for someone to patronize you.How the heck were we supposed to know you wanted something from us.
And fyi readers,she has horrible make up skills.Her face is as good as a baboon's ass with make up.

The rest of the day was like any other days.Went home after work,eat,sleep,play bleach on ps2,watch tv and finally online and blogging.That's all folks.