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Mastika : Misteri Budak Penonjol Punggung Di Bayu Emas

This particular post is specially dedicated to our rock Ryan 'the bobo' Kam.....

Remember what I told you not to do Ryan???????And yet you still didn't listen and tracked my sniper with your gondar....

NOW SUFFER THE CONSEQUENCES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!









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LOL.....scared the crap outta you didn't I?????This is only the cropped version.So better watch out =P

Have a nice day.

Have a Chritmassy Christmas

It's Christmas baby.

So why not which just sit back and relax for today.

Come on...how many times do you celebrate Christmas in a year?Once only k...

And how many more Christmasses can you celebrate for the rest of your life???

So just enjoy the day doing whatever you want

MERRY CHRISTMAS TO U ALL!!!!!!!!!!!

Counting down

3 weeks of my holiday have passed and I think I have not fully utilised them.Why?Because I've been staying up til 4 or 5 in the morning just playing DotA.And when I wake up at like 1 something everyday I still play DotA after bathing and lunch.Like maybe 65% of my waking hours are spent on playing DotA alone.Like wtf?????????
And then I spend a few hours on TV or animes.I barely even go out.I seriously needa get a life.And before the holidays I promised myself to go jogging but guess what...I did not even do it once in the entire holiday..lol

By the way my bro's wedding is only 8 days away and boy am I glad I'm done shopping for the big day but the down side of it is I spent a fortune on just 3 items,a shirt,a pair of pants and a pair of shoes.But it's a once in a lifetime thing isn't it, so whatever.
And counting down to my bro's wedding would mean only one thing,that the holidays are gonna be over real soon.My uni is gonna reopen on friggin' 22nd of Dec.Stupid right???
When I first found out I was like what stupid moron would begin classes before Christmas and New Year.SPOILER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!what a big turn off....


I've been having some kind of restlessness for a while now.Kinda like 'lor lor luin'.I don't know why...Does anyone know why?

Wholahay!!!!!!!

And finally the 1st semester of my life in USM is over.The holidays are here and what else can i say if not.......WHOLAHAY!!!!!!!!!!!!
Taking a major exam after so long is not really a very nice thing to do.I don't know if it's just me or i find it harder and harder to study.Maybe I'm just getting old =P

The exam started off with the analytical chemistry paper.It was very anal indeed.Then came BM which was okay and i just want to pass the paper so that i won't have to repeat it the next sem.If there is 1 subject in this world that I don't wanna repeat it's BM.
Next was inorganic chemistry.It was not bad but had alot of tricks in the questions.Then came the supposedly killer paper,genetics.I was worrying like a bitch before that paper because there was too much to read in so little time but mamma mia thank god the essay questions were managable and most of them were more or less form 6 syllabus.
And last but not least it was errrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr................ah yes calculus.Amazingly i knew how to do all the questions but 1 and perhaps i made some mistakes here and there.
All in all I think I did fairly well and I'll just hope for the best.

The last paper was on Wednesday and I started working part time on Thursday...not so much of a holiday huh?!However it's only a few days of work but better than none.At least i can earn some income.Thanks to Damien for introducing me to this job.We were supposed to man the goodie bag collection counters for the Penang Bridge Marathon thingy.I was operating the 'quarter marathon' counter.When people come up to me I was suppose to help them find their Bib No. and giv them their T-shirts with the numbers and the goodie bags.And after they have collected them I had to update their collection status to 'collected'.Sounds easy isn't it but NOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!It was anything but easy.

It was crazy,it was bitchy,it was annoying and it was frustrating dealing with all kinds of people.You have no idea how idiotic some people can be.First of all they just won't listen to you.When they are told the t-shirts have only 1 size which is L(the other sizes ran out of stock),they will start asking,no S ar,no M ar........like what the hell??????????What does "1 size only" sound to you????And then there are these aunties who keeps bugging you to change T-shirt because the ones she got were a little dirty.Like go fucking wash it yourself la bitch.As if you don't wash your new clothes before wearing them.Then there are some making noise about not having certain items in their goodie bags.The items are random for each bag but even when you tell them that they will still insist on wanting every item.Cheap skate!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Can I have the CD holder????How come I don't have the adidas voucher in my goodie bag???Nyah nyah nyah..............

And then there's this person who came to my counter with a whole stack of receipts to collect the goodie bags.There were like at least 50.OMGWTFBBQ!!!!!!They should have a bulk collection counter somewhere....But at least this guy came with the receipts and they were all of known categories.There was one who went up to Mei Ying with a whole list of names without knowing who is in which category and he expected her to find it out 1 by 1.And the name list is not even complete some have only IC numbers and no names and the writing was illegible.How do you expect people to do it for you when you don't even organise the list???

It was indeed 3 crazy days of work and I'm glad it's all over.Now staying at home catching up with my series and animes while waiting for my paycheck.hehehhe

I'll end this post with a video I got reminded of by Chie Siang today.Here's some "frosty pookie eddy eddy" and "i'm barely 18" for you.I'm sorry I cannot embed the video coz it was disabled.Just click here.Enjoy....


The Big Dango Family ^^V

dango dango dango dango dango dango daikazoku
dango dango dango dango dango daikazoku

yancha na yaki dango yasashii an dango
sukoshi yumemigachi na tsukimi dango
osumashi goma dango yotsu ko kushi dango
minna minna awasete hyakunin kazoku

akachan dango wa itsumo shiawase no naka de
toshiyori dango wa me o hosometeru

nakayoshi dango te o tsunagi ooki na marui wa ni naru yo
machi o tsukuri dango boshi no ue minna de waraiau yo
usagi mo sora de te o futte miteru dekkai otsuki-sama
ureshii koto kanashii koto mo zenbu marumete

nakayoshi dango te o tsunagi ooki na marui wa ni naru yo
machi o tsukuri dango boshi no ue minna de waraiau yo
usagi mo sora de te o futte miteru dekkai otsuki-sama
ureshii koto kanashii koto mo zenbu marumete

dango dango dango dango dango dango daikazoku
dango dango dango dango dango daikazoku

dango dango dango dango dango dango daikazoku
dango dango dango dango dango daikazoku

With or Without??

If u have reasons for your answer,feel free to write them in the comment section.

Convicted lazy blogger

Ughhhh...........feels weird to be blogging again especially after such a long time.Yea yea I know I'm darn lazy,I plead guilty.Please forgive me k and thank you so much to those people who keeps complaining that my blog is rotting,dead, or whatever.Once again let me explain,it's neither dead nor rotting...it just happens that it's owner is not an avid blogger.And I doubt it has many readers =P


SO what have I been up to????
To be frank,life has been pretty much the same.I'm just going through the daily routine of attending classes,going back home,sleeping and attending another class.Now that I've finished watching the 1st season of GOSSIP GIRL,I'm practically bored to death.Nothing else for me to watch before I sleep every night.You may say "noob lor u...GOSSIP GIRL season 2 out d la".Yes they're out but I'm waiting for either Apong or Lawrence to save it for me,lazy to download.


So what does Kah Whai do best when he has nothing to do and as the night gets darker??????Tiok la,ma si emo lor.....To be honest I haven't been emo for quite a while and I don't intend to reinvoke it.Sometimes it's nice to be emo but then when it gets too overwhelming it can actually turn suicidal,even more so for people who have very low self esteem to begin with (for example me).I don't know if the feeling comes naturally or if it's self-induced though but I'm trying hard not to emo so much which I doubt is gonna be any easier now that I'm laden with so much burden (assigments and such)


I don't know what else to say so I'm just gonna end this long awaited post with some random pics.


At mei chuin's(mei ying's sis) wedding

Late comers' duty

Smiling like a kid



Fujin and I at Ingulf(or was it Ingolf?)

Jhang Ian and I

The Nike sweater's not mine

What do you think I was doing?

Missing school





BOL OC 2007


Beautiful sunrise



Vanity at its best

Feeling sleepy?











The Me Hidden Within

This season is the time for happiness and cheer,
But look through my eyes and you will see a tear.

The words that I speak are never to be heard,
And all I want from you is your promising word.

No one ever listens to a word that I say,
All I need is for someone to point me into the traveling way.

Having no one to talk to makes the anger build within,
So I think hard and loud knowing I need to raise my chin.

I fight with myself all the time,
Wanting to do something but knowing it's a crime.

I just want all this anger within me to just come out,
I have this huge urge just to shout.

I just want to release the real me from being hidden within,
Sometimes I think all the things I do are a sin.

Please help release the me hidden within.

My life as an undergraduate.....so far

I think this is gonna be a very short post but better than none right??

This is already the 4th week since my classes started and I gotta say it's not as easy as what people say.Whoever says life in the varsity is easy and carefree,it's bullshit.

First let's talk about the lecturers.

MAA101(Calculus) lecturer : Pn. Ena Jamal
-buck-toothed,fat,bespectacled
-teaching is kinda sucky
-like what kit says,maths wannabe trying to teach maths
-however I don't bear any hatred or grudges against her

KAT141(Analytical Chem) lecturer : Dr. Norita
-looks holy(because of the long headscarf),bespectacled,pouty lips and has a sexy mole
somewhere near her lips
-teaching is good but too fast
-i somehow enjoy her lessons

KTT111(Inorganic Chem) lecturer : Prof. Farook Adam
-white-haired and white-bearded,again bespectacled,has 2 funny roundish thingy on his
forehead
-teaching at an acceptable pace,quite a nice lecturer
-enjoy his lessons too

LKM400(BM) lecturer : Pn. Rose
-bespectacled again(sien),has a mouth where the moment you see it,you know it's a chiak po's
mouth
-fierce and likes to curse her student to fail
-NEVER will like her lessons
-just feel so unlucky to get her as my lecturer because all other BM lecturers seem good based
on what my friends told me

BOI104(Genetics) lecturer : Prof./Dr. Azizah (not so sure)
-young and pretty,speaks good English
-teaching is okay but boring,not half as good as Doreen
-feels sleepy in her class

WUS101(Entrepreneurship) lecturer : Unknown (not interested to know either)
-don't even know how to describe him cause i don't look at nor listen to him

I hope my explanations are good enough for you to understand and visualise what each of my lecturers are like.
Next we move on to the assignments.First week was quite free as there were no assignments but come week 2,assignments start pouring in.It's like I have something to do everyday but the sad thing is I get lazier and lazier.I feel so burdened to do the assignments.Another thing is we have to study consistently because whatever the lecturers teach is just a gist of that particular topic that he/she is teaching.Everything else is on our own.
As you all may have already known,I'm the type of person that only studies like mayb 2-3 weeks b4 exams.So,this kind of studying condition is not very well suited for me.And guess what,there is gonna be a test next week.Ugh...

Life is such a big burden T_T

Home Sweet Home?

Finally I'm back from the horrible orientation week in USM.Actually I was already back on Thursday but because of my laziness I only started to blog about it today.So what's the orientation like you may ask???From the 1st sentence you can already see the word 'horrible' but then horrible can be not-so-horrible,okay-horrible,horrible-horrible and extremely-horrible.I think it was a combination of all the horribles you could have imagined of.

The people there?I hate,I loathe and I despise.Especially the Ms.Not even a word of simple English they can understand or speak.Well not all of them but most are like that.Mei Ying told me there was a gaogao PPMS bobo who spoke to her in Mandarin but she replied her with "I can only speak English".The bobo just shut her mouth and didn't know what to say.Damien spoke English to 1 of them but it took 5 people to understand what he was saying,so he told me.The talks were all conducted in BM and omg you wouldn't know how excruciating it was.There are international students for God's sake.Try not speaking your fucking language.Respect those international students.Imagine if you're in a talk where the speaker talks in a language that you don't know of,how would you feel???And what's more is you gotta attend these kind of talks everyday for a whole week.That's about the Ms.
The Cs??A lot of attention seeking people.Many are trying to act gaogao.I don't even feel like I wanna make friends with them.Again not all but many.

The food?I'm not a very picky person but then eating their food everyday is kinda down leh.Everyday spicy food.But luckily me n ZX 'prison-broke' out of USM on Tuesday and went to find Hock.Along with CS too we went to some place where we can eat human food.The 2 hours of prison break was the happiest moment in that entire week.

The hostel??Cannot swim at all.I have no intentions to stay there for a whole semester.Enough said.No where is better than home.


So my class officially starts tomorrow and I gotta say it's not gonna be a very pleasant day cause Im gonna be there for like 12 FUCKING HOURS.Stupid night class.Gonna miss my drama.

And now I'm feeling very depressed and hopeless.Yea I know I'm always feeling like that but I can't help it.I'm too afraid to live my own life.Is there a cure to that???If there is please tell me.
I wish I was someone else....

Lost : Balik Pulau

I've been wanting to write this post a few days ago but have been delaying it.I feel it should only be right for me to complete this post now.

Nope,it's not the Balik Pulau version of the hit ABC drama series Lost.It's about 3 noobshits finding their way through Balik Pulau to reach the Island College of Technology(ICT).


Hock and I have decided we should have a backup plan for our tertiary education in case we don't get a place in the local varsity or we don't get the courses that we want which has a high possibility of happening.And now that I found out I didn't get any offer from NUS,this backup plan is much needed(I'm gonna try appealing though).So we met on Tuesday afternoon to go to that college together and ask about the courses available.And these 2 noobs thought that each other knew how to go to Balik Pulau but in fact neither knew.But nevermind,can always call people and ask right.I called Chie Siang 1st cause he told us to ask him if we don't know the way but guess what.....



Dudu.......dudu.......dudu......


Chie Siang answers.......

Chie Siang : hello
Kah Whai : hello Chie Siang ah...
Chie Siang : ah Kah Whai....oo hamisu bo(yes Kah Whai....anything?)
Kah Whai : boh la wa boay mui lu the ICT an chua ki..(no la I just want to ask you the ICT how to go..)
Chie Siang : err Kah Whai ah wa ti cho kang tiau la(err Kah Whai I'm working now actually)
Kah Whai : oo ane ah biau kin la(oo like that ah nevermind la)
Chie Siang : sorry hah bye bye
Kah Whai : bye bye

So...how ah???The one promised to help didn't help...shit you la Chie Siang(hehe just joking ne I'm supposed to say sorry for disturbing you working..lol).

Then Hock called Teik Loon and asked.Teik Loon said just go straight from Apek's house we will find Balik Pulau d but the info wasn't enough for us to find ICT.I called Apong but he didn't know either.No one knew and we just sat in the car wondering what to do.And suddenly I had this idea..


Kah Whai : abo wa lang ki chai Apek ki la...kum pun ka liao lang bo tua choo beh Dota pun(Why not we go and fetch Apek and
and go with us...nobody for him to Dota with anyway)
Hock : ok lor....


And off we went to Apek's house.Coincidentally his dad came home for a while and Apek was able to ask his dad about the way to that college.So Apek came along with us and showed us the way.

However we still got kinda lost along the way because the roads there I gotta tell you,they are very confusing and you can barely see a building,just trees.If I haven't went on that trip I wouldn't have known that such place existed in Penang.And so Hock kept driving and driving until we reached a town in Balik Pulau.Apek's dad told him that we should look out for a Shell petrol station and a Petronas petrol station after that.That was all he could help because he suggested we ask at Petronas.But heck when we reached the 1st Petronas we had in sight,we were told that we came the wrong way and that we should go back to where we came from and also look out for a very small roundabout.That was where we should find the Petronas Apek's dad mentioned and we found it.We asked again and was able to get some directions from the bobos working there.However,we went the wrong way again.After driving for some time,Hock decided to stop his car for us to ask for directions again at some bobo store.And finally this time,we found our way through to the college.Phew......how glad were we??lol....


Before I came to the college,I thought it was gonna be big,well furnished and things like that since it's new but to my disappointment there were just a few chalet-like buildings and some dewan,well at least from what I saw.The buildings were all one-storey high only.I wonder how they can accomodate students with such skimpy facilities.


Then we went into the office for enquiries.Yea you got it right,all bobos except one a-ne-ne there only.Expected d la actually.We were greeted by a lady.Erm she didn't actually greet us until we started talking to her.We told her were here to enquire about the courses provided in the college.She brought us to the guest room and not long after some fat-ass bobo came in.I don't hate him but it's just the way he does things that irritate me.Take so much time just to get us some bloody brochures which were just outside the room.

Hock and I signed ourselves up for the Pharmacy degree course.As we were leaving the place,I thought to myself that I wouldn't wanna come to a college like this and prayed that I will be offered a course in NUS.However,it was a tough luck.I found out on Thursday that my admission was denied.KNN.I don't know why with my results I was quite confident I would get something.Maybe the courses I chose were too competitive.What to do???What are my results to them???There are dozens of people who got results like mine or even better.This is the world today.The fittest survives.

After all that,we headed back home.Thank you Hock from being the driver and Apek for navigating the way.

One thing I notice is that along our way there,I saw like practically 7-8 mosques and they were like only 100 or 200 metres apart.WTH.Why the fuck do they need so many mosques????Do they have THAT many people to accomodate??Or they have this inter-mosque games where they compete to see who can chant the loudest.KNN anyone living there is gonna die of noise pollution.


I have a story to tell you

I have a story to tell you – it is about a fish and an ocean.

There was a Fish in the Ocean

Said the Fish to the Ocean:
'You can’t see my tears because I’m in the water.'
The Ocean replied to the fish:
'I feel your tears because you’re in my heart.'

I am neither a Fish nor the Ocean, yet I feel your pain when you cry.

Said the Fish to the Ocean:
'I am here I will not leave you because I will die without you.'
The Ocean replied to the fish:
'Without you my existence would have no meaning.'

I am neither a Fish nor the Ocean, yet I will not leave you because I love you.
Said the Fish to the Ocean:
'Without fishes there is nothing in the Ocean.'
The Ocean replied to the fish:
'Without you there is nothing in my life.'

I am neither a Fish nor the Ocean, without me you will still live on but without you, my life has no meaning…..

Said the Fish to the Ocean:
'So how many fishes have you known before me? '
The Ocean replied to the fish:
'You are surely not the first fish I have known, but you will always be the first fish in my heart.'

I am neither a Fish nor the Ocean, and we are not each other’s first but do you know every time when I start wondering; you will be first one in my mind….

Said the Fish to the Ocean:
'Why am I always the one asking you? '
The Ocean replied to the fish:
'Because I like being in your thoughts.'

I am neither a Fish nor the Ocean, but know that you are always in my thoughts.

If I were Fish and you were the ocean; would you let me swim in your heart?

If I am the ocean and you are a fish; you will always be the one in my heart….

I love you

Gg-ed

Well from Noc's and Kit's blog I'm very sure most of you would have known what's going on in the what I'd call the Langkawi Incident.No no no,it's not about Ah Hua don't get it wrong.What I'm gonna write in this post is about some not-so-nice people saying nasty things about other people who's done nothing at all to hurt her.Ah Hua is a nice girl so obviously I won't talk about her here.

So last week my friends and I were on a vacation in Langkawi.We were very happy despite some quarrels and bickering here and there.All in all it was still a good trip........not until we hear of some unpleasant remarks made on us by Ms Bea,one of our friend,Apek's girlfriend.Apek I know you're gonna be mad if you read this but please understand that I don't mean any harm ok??
Why am I being so nice anyway...^^

Let me just briefly describe Ms Bea to you.She's a paranoid insecured ugly-name-giving control freak.Need i say more?

Okay let's get back on track.So initially Ms Bea thought the trip was an all-guys thing.Yea we did lie to Apek about this.In fact there were 3 girls included in the trip.Ok lor our fault lor this one.But you all know why la we lied to him.So when Apek found out,he decided to tell Ms Bea about it because he thought it'd be unfair to her if he didn't.Well fine no harm telling her.

However being the paranoid insecured ugly-name-giving control freak she is,Ms Bea started blogging about it and labelled us with names like F-heads,sluts,chikos,wilted roses,etc etc....
Come on la,what did we do to deserve such names???What's wrong with us calling some female friends along for the trip???You got a problem with us wanting to have fun with our friends???
No matter how much of a control freak you are,this is OUR vacation and you haven't got the least right to stick your nose in it.Even Apek is your boyfriend,you can't be manipulating him like a puppet.He is a human who has a heart,his own thoughts,has things he wants to do,capable of standing on his own,but from what I see,it is because he loves you that he's been putting up with all your crazy antics.He's being over comprimising with you.

I understand that you feel insecure having girls around Apek but but but.......please rest assured nobody is snatching him away from you.Just relax and have a lil' more faith in this relationship.Your ways are just extreme,don't you think so??If you continue on like this,this relationship is going to take its toll on you.

And Kit,you've done a great job kickstarting us to voice out our dissatisfaction.lol.I don't care what Shumei and Amanda have to say to defend her,if she can't even speak for her ownself then she's just a sore loser.Shumei has been nice but Amanda??I think she's just trying to GG with us.Don't you all just hate the way she talks????Like saja mau tunjuk dia mia GG English to us.Like whatever.......

p.s. good job done tl on the trip and I miss it alot

Do You Know Who Ken Lee Is???

Well in case you don't get what she was singing,below are her lyrics with the original lyrics translation......

No one ken to ken to sivmen (No I can't forget this evening)

Nor yon clees toju maliveh (Or your face as you were leaving)

When I gez aju zavateh na nalechoo more (But I guess that's just the way the story goes)

New yonooz tonigh molinigh (You always smile but in your eyes)

Yon sorra shooo (Your sorrow shows)

Yes ee shooo,ooo (Yes it shows)

Ken Leeee......... (I can't live....)

Tulibu dibu douchoo ( If living is without you )

I can't live...,I can't give anymore.....

Ken Leeee.......... (I can't live.....)

Tulibu dibu douchooo (If living is without you)

Ken Leee..... ( I can't live.....)

Ken Leee meju more..... (I can't give anymore....)

Lol how was it?Hope you enjoyed it.Hehe

P.S. Should I change my blog layout?

Thinking of being kind

Finally another post from me but it's just gonna be a short one.As you can see in the title it's about me who was thinking of doing some kindness.
Well let the story begin shall we?
I was driving home after work today and halfway along my journey I spotted a middle-aged/old man(I seriously don't know) carrying a child in his arms and the child looked very weak and sick and could barely open his/her eyes.So that man was like trying to stop every car that passed by.He had his helmet on and there was a bike near him.From what I saw,I deduced that he needed to bring that child to see a doctor because he/she was in some kind of serious condition.
But unfortunately,his bike has died on him and he desperately tried every thing he could to bring the child to a hospital or clinic including stopping cars.
However there weren't a single soul who was willing to help and I could see that child was really sick(well at least it looked so to me).Then , I suddenly had the feeling that I wanted to help them.I hesitated a lil' but I u-turned back to that place where I saw them wanting to know if that child is ok.
When I stopped at the traffic light,I saw them and that man was practically asking everyone in the cars in front of mine.However,I think he gave up when he got turned down countless times and didnt even bother to ask me.I felt sorry for him.I wanted to help but again I was hesitant.
Who knows if it was actually what it looked to me.
I decided to to check on them one more time and so I went back to the same place again.This time the man was attempting to start his bike and it worked.And I just saw him speeding off.He did not put on a helmet for the child though.I hope he/she is all right.
After that I went straight back home feeling a bit more relieved.
This incident today sets me to thinking that is it people nowadays are all so apathetic or is it just me who wants to be a smart ass and act noble.I don't know.What do you guys think?

Dead Fantasy I and II

For those of you who love Final Fantasy and Dead or Alive,or maybe just either one of them,


YOU HAVE GOT TO WATCH THIS!!!!!!

Even if you're not a fan of them,
YOU STILL HAVE GOT TO WATCH IT!!!!!!!!
Below I'm gonna post 2 videos which a friend recommended to me.I found it awesome and jaw-dropping.
Enjoy.










How's that?Stunning isn't it?Well for the guys,I'm sure you loved seeing those girls fighting in tights and sizzling hot pants.As for the girls,I'm not sure if you liked it,but worry not cos' there are more to come.Who knows there is gonna be Squall for our Choya and Pinkbag.lolz

So look forward to it.You ain't seen nothing yet.More are coming courtesy of Montyoum , the creator of this video.I must say he is one heck of an animator.I was stunned when I watched these videos.

*applaud**applaud*

I loved all the characters featured in the video.It's just great to see them fighting in the middle of the air,defying gravity.Makes you wanna go bungee jumping and skydiving isn't Apong?haha

There's also an unexpected appearance by a character from Kingdom Hearts, another of my all-time favourite RPG.

That's all for now folks.I'll be posting the continuations once they are out.Peace

The Comeback Kid







I'M BACK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



Phew finally I'm updating a post....I'm very sorry if I kept y'all waiting too long,if there are any readers at all.lol


Well I've been really busy and felt really depressed with my university application.It's not done yet but at least I can take a breather for now.I've submitted my applications for both the local university and NUS in Singapore.I tried the Khazanah Global scholarships too.Whatever it is,there's no turning back.I have decided on certain courses and there's no room for regrets.What's done is done.Gonna continue with others later.


So what've I been up to?????Let's see.....

Aight let me begin with last Sunday.There was a blood donation campaign going on and LWEH
was 1 of the participating hospitals and this time,i get to tag along and help out.The good thing is I get to claim money for working overtime cause Sunday is not a working day for me.Yea I know what you're thinking,I'm just doing it for the money.You are only partly correct though.Yes I'm doing it for the money but I also wanted to experience something new.So what the heck,just do it!!!!
money,anyone????


There were 2 teams from the LWEH lab,1 to Kulim and another to Hui Yin Seh(some Buddhist association) in Air Itam.I was in the latter one.I felt reluctant to go actually but I've already promised to go or else they wouldn't have enough people.In the end I just went on with the thing.

So my team was supposed to gather at the lab at 8 o'clock in the morning but there were latecomers as expected.It was okay though,considering KS was on call until 5 or 6 in the morning.
We packed everything needed and pushed them down on a trolly to the loading area behind the hospital.I gotta tell you I'm not good with trollies.It's just so hard for me to change directions.hahahha
Then the driver came with an ambulance and we loaded all the stuff into it.We hopped aboard and away we went to Hui Yin Seh.Reach there about half an hour later and unloaded our stuff placed them at our station.And the blood donation began.
My job was practically just registering the donors.I was to make sure the details were correct.Quite an easy job,huh.I sat between FZ and LM and it was kinda nice.Had a nice time talking with them and they thought me some new things which I never knew.FZ even tested my blood group for me (I asked for it lol) and it was B positive.So anyone needs B positive blood you can try telling me.I might wanna donate it to you.hehehe
Everything went on well and I had a good experience.I'll definitely go again on the next blood donation campaign.I even got free food there and lunch back in the hospital *glutton* ^^


Moving on to today,there was something that really irked me.How should I put this....
Alright you see I received a blood sample from some doctor's clinic (don't wanna mention names here).The patient was a baby girl.Apparently the doctor did not take enough blood as the test requested needed more blood.So SH called the clinic and asked them to take the blood again.But in the end they decided to send the patient to the lab for blood to be drawn.Still okay thus far.Some time later the clinic aid brought the patient and her parents to the lab.It seemed that the father was unhappy with us taking the daughter's blood twice.Earlier someone from the clinic called to the lab to ask how much blood is needed for that particular test to be done.

I think it was KS who answered the call and told them to take 1 FULL tube of blood but I dunno what the hell happened in between and that person who called misheard it as 1.4 ml.full,1.4ml,full,1.4ml...I wonder.

So the angry father started to blame us.


angry father :an chua lu lang cho min kia ane kuan eh??wo bo kuan lu lang si sin eh staff ah si
hami,cho min kia cho ho ho lai.lu lang tiu wa eh cha wa eh huik nor tao liao.wo
boay ka doctor kong.
(how can you all do things like that??i don't care if you're a new staff or what,do
it properly.you all pricked my daughter twice and i'm gonna tell the doctor.)
CT : tell la.we dunno wan.we're just doing our jobs.we just pricked your daughter once.it was
the doctor who pricked her earlier.

angry father :lu lang chai mm chai wa chin chia boh eng.wo koh boay ki cho kang eh.wo chao
sales eh lu chai oh.mana siang ka lu lang tua chi peng eng eng cheng cheng.
(you all know i very busy ah.i still need to go to work.i'm doing sales and i have
to travel around.u think i'm like u all so free here ah)



WTH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!If it was because he was worried if anything would happen to the daughter then I'd understand.But no,he needs to rush to work.Come on la it's your own daughter.Can't you just take a day off just to bring her to the hospital for a check up???If you're so fucking busy then kotek tu janganlah gatal sangat nak lahirkan anak.

And what infuriated me the most was he said our jobs were easy.Fuck u lah asshole.You think it's so easy you come and do la.It's not our fault that you're doing sales.

He's probably some stupid uneducated hooligan talking cock like he knows everything and like his time is very precious that he can't even take a day's off to stay with his family.


How i wanted to shout "TIAM LA CIBAI" like I did 2 years ago but CT and IR just didn't care what he was saying and left him to bark by himself.So I reckoned I'd better keep quiet so as to not make things worse.

Heroic Abura

So people don't be idiotic parents next time.I guess that's all for my post for now.Gotta update y'all next time.And yea I forgot to mention this.2 of my colleagues complimented me by saying I am more hardworking than TH.I'm glad that my hardwork is noticed and acknowledged by others.It made my day and make me wanna work harder.lol

So long peeps.....

p.s. have I mentioned that I'm no longer a clubbing virgin anymore...hahahhaa

Of work,motorists and election

Today was really a busy busy day for me.Patients coming like there's a stock clearance sale.My senior was acting really weird i didn't even dare to go near him.Besides,I had to correct quite a number of mistakes that he did.I key in the datas,I double check those keyed in by other people,I receive samples,I print blood group cards,I laminate them,I print results.So much for a lab assistant who's only paid MYR 600.00 a month,not subtracting EPF and SOCSO yet.It was really a mad day for me.
After work I had to go home and fetch my mum to go settle my brother's motorcycle road tax stuff.I don't know how the people at the shop work.I can't believe how irresponsible they can be.I don't know how to explain to you here.Just ask me personally if you wanna know.
Another thing I have to say is Malaysian motorists are so damn stupid and fucking idiotic especially motorcyclists but mind you I'm a good motorcyclists.Just today alone I met some stupid bastards who would just change lanes without signalling,coming out suddenly from some 'lorong' when there are cars coming,hogging the road like they own it,etc etc,just name it and you will find them on the roads.
Came home at about 6 and went online.Read Noc's blog and found his latest post interesting.He copied and pasted an article from The Star Newspaper.A reader with the name of Sudhagaran Stanley wrote this article voicing out his unsatisfaction with the newspaper for always promoting BN and not other contesting parties.Even if there are news about the opposition,they would all be negative ones whereas everything about BN would be oh-so-good-we-must-vote-for-them-or-else-we-would-suffer-if-the-opposition-wins.What the hell is that?We are the rakyat,we decide,not you bobos(just following noc and kit).Don't brainwash us into supporting you idiots who can't even wipe your own asses.Just look at our Foreign Minister who had an interview with Al-Jazeera during the Bersih riot.He can't even speak proper English that was understandable."I..I...I..We..We...We...is a demoklatik cunty.." whatever fuck he was talking about.A 3 year old kid can speak better I think.
So wake up people.Stop voting for BN.Look at what they have done for us.Nothing.All they did was wasting our money doing nonsense stuff like buying those inks for the election,sending a model to space using a Russian space shuttle launched in Russia,etc etc.Do they know how many starving people in the world they can feed with those money they wasted?So unproductive and incompetent.If they can be leaders of a country then I think Armageddon is getting near.
So please vote wisely.There's no need to think twice.Just vote the opposition.

Untitled

Tomorrow and tomorrow and tomorrow........remember that from Life's Brief Candle?It has nothing to do with this post of mine but I just wanna emphasize on tomorrow.You see tomorrow is the last day of February and March comes marching in so quickly before I even realise it.Not so much about my salary but it is my results that worry me.Come day and come night,each day passes by so quickly and the result day draws nearer and nearer.To be honest,I don't really care how many A's I get.Yes it is important to get good grades but what's been disturbing me is WHAT THE HELL AM I SUPPOSED TO DO AFTER I GET MY RESULTS???????????????

It's like Kimora who's on a diet but doesn't know what she should eat that kind of thing except it's trivial compared to my situation.




Kimora whining about what she should eat while she's on a diet




This is what's wrong with me.My indecisiveness,my uncertainty,they are killing me.I have not the slightest idea about what I wanna do in life.No purpose,no future,no prospect.What meaning do I have in life anymore?

Yes you can tell me Why don't you do something that you're interested in.

Right like I don't know my mum's a woman.One of the main reasons of me being so undecided is I really don't have anything that interests me.People have been asking me what do you wanna do what do you wanna do.I tell them ou I'm going to pursue a degree on pharmacy.

Is that what I want?Spending my whole life counting tablets and dispensing medications?I don't even know how this whole pharmacy thing came into my mind in the 1st place.


People keep saying everyone has their very own talent.It's just a matter of time before you discover it.I did believe in that but I'm already 20 years old now.What talent have I got?Zero,nil,nada......
Maybe you will discover it later in life says some people.Later?How much longer is it gonna take?Is 20 years old not late enough?This is the deciding moment of my life.If I don't choose my path now,when else?

Ahh,how I wish time is rewind-able.The times I had in school were truly blissful.Though there were many down and stressful moments,I cherished every bit of it because I had faithful and reliable friends around me.
Mistakes done were forgiven.Invaluable guidance from loving teachers.Crazy people who were always there to cheer you up.These are the things that we cannot get in the working life.Every single mistake you do will be penalised.People who seem nice may backstab you.Unreasonable boss who would accuse you of something you have not done and many many more.

I wish I never have to worry about all this crap but it's part and parcel of life.
If there really is a God who created this world,I would want to meet Him and ask Him why did he create this world.And if He really exists,I hope He'd enlighten me and tell me what to do.I'm already at the end of my wits.

Peace out.

The Last Ferry

It was another ordinary Saturday for Abura.Waking up into a new morning,got cleaned and dressed,had breakfast and off he went to work.He felt a little crappy at first thinking about his future,like what is he supposed to do with his education and what would he become in the years to come.However,the thoughts were short-lived as it was quite a busy day at work.Many samples were sent from various wards as well as those from the outpatients.He didn't even have the time to use the washroom,that's how busy it was.
Thankfully it was only half a day of work.As soon as the clock struck 1 oclock,he signed out of work and went on to fetch his brother at The Victoria's Secrets Fashion Show Victoria Street who was there after sending his bike to a transporting company for it to be sent down to KL as he is going back to KL soon.

Welcome to Victoria Street

They reached home at about 2.A packet of instant noodles was all Abura had for lunch.No wait,he ate some cookies from chinese new year too.Despite tired,he still went online but not for long as he was really fatigue and sleepy.He dived into his bed and dozed off as quickly as sound travels.It was already 5 when he woke up.He took a shower and later smsed Choya about the plans for the day.And finally they decided to have dinner at New World Park together with Apong,Kitty and UU.Upon reaching there,Abura,Apong and Kitty found out there was another girl with UU and Choya.She happened to be a good friend of theirs who is supposed to be going back to S'pore soon.So they brought her along for an outing before she leaves.And by the way,her name is YoLanda.

After looking around,the 6 friends dined at the Passions of Kerala.The foods were not bad and the price was reasonable.Having their stomachs filled,they wanted to go somewhere else to sit down and have a good chat but they were undecided about where to go.They just drove around without a destination to go to.Then brilliant Kitty suggested that they take a ride on the ferry to the mainland and then come back to the island again.Abura and Apong thought it was a great idea.So they told the girls about the plan.They disagreed.Instead,they suggested some place near QE2 where they can sit and talk.Everyone agreed and went ahead with the plan.As they arrived at the proposed destination,the jetty was just within sight.Therefore,Kitty tried suggesting the ferry ride again and everyone agreed at last.

They waited for the ferry to arrive and went on board.All of them were like kids,thrilled over the ride.When the ferry started moving,they started laughing and got all excited.Throughout the ride,they were all chatting and looking at the view and into the sea.The ride was fun.It took about 15 minutes to reach mainland.Kitty told everyone else to stay in the ferry because he thought they will only have to pay when they go back to the island.But there was this attendant guy who asked them to get off the ferry,in a rude manner.According to him they have to pay before going back to the island.He could at least tell them politely but he didn't.The 6 of them reckoned he had poor PR skills and then gossiped a little about him.And so they paid and then waited for another ferry to come.It was a longer wait compared to when they waited at the island.Finally they were back at the island at 12.30 am.That should be the last ferry ride from mainland to the island.Fortunately they did not go later n get themselves stuck in the mainland.After that,everyone went home.

Abura got changed and went online.He updated his blog and is about to go to sleep.It was a nice outing with friends that Abura needed.Peace.